Inside a Vampire’s Mind Part 3: Diary Entry 3-13-09
Copyright © 2009 by Michelle LundyDear Diary,
It’s 7:00am. I can’t sleep. The sun has risen and although I can’t see it through the thick black curtains that adorn my windows, I can feel its rays taunting me.
I've done something regrettable. Something I had promised myself I would never do. I had told myself repeatedly "I can control this. I can beat this Demon's will to survive and die peacefully as the mortal I once was." But...Last night the streets were as dead as my new cold black heart. No life scampered this way and that as I walked down the middle of the road with its yellow lines guiding my every footstep. No cars to honk their horns for me to get out of the way. No sarcastic looks from people I didn’t even know, with their cruel intentions to judge what they can’t possibly understand. Even so, if they tried... With just an icy stare or flare of my lip, exposing a sharp pointy fang, they’d run like cowards. Foolish mortals, you’re nothing but mere food for thought. "Stop it!" I screamed at the voice inside my head. "Stop saying those things! I control this body!"
The cool night air stroked my face with its gentle caress, assuring me I’m all alone. Which under the circumstances, is best for all. No lights shined in any of the windows. The town is asleep and the night is mine.I have no particular destination, I just keep walking, enjoying the peace and quiet of the night. A black cat scampers across the street in front of me, stopping for a moment to look up at me with its glowing yellow eyes, then quickly runs away as if it had seen a ghost. "Yes, run my furry little friend." My stomach gurgles angrily, but I ignore it and continue walking.
Lost in thought, my feet led the way, guiding me to the club I frequently used to visit. The same club I had met my immortal maker. The one who killed my hopes and dreams and turned me into... this... this thing. Ahhh! Furious, I stormed into the club hoping to find him so I could unleash my inner demon on him. Yes, I know I said I would stop at nothing to keep it at bay, but this is my one exception. Why not use it against him. Then I could die at peace without any unfinished business. After all, I wouldn't want to come back as a ghost.The place was packed, as usual, with hot men and women crowding the dance floor. How in the world am I going to see anything through all this? Oh, wait... what's this? Haha, I almost forgot... Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath, relaxed and opened myself up to my new enhanced senses. Wow! What a rush! Suddenly, all of my senses jolted to a higher level. My skin tingled all over, arousing me without reason. It took me only seconds to see (and smell) that he was not here. Mmmmmm.... who cares. Everyone looked so sexy, sweating out there on the dance floor, rubbing against each other.... Mmmmm.... Watching them turned me on. I started rubbing myself, one hand on my breast and one between my thighs, gaining me a great deal of attention. A crowd formed around me. People from all sides rubbed up against me, men and women, it didn't matter... and I let them. Mmmmm.... they all smelled so delicious.
A deeply tanned, Hawaiian? I think. Hmmm... Don't know, don't care. He's hot! Anyway, he took hold of me with both hands, pulling me close. He grinded on me, rubbing his groin against the crotch of my pants, causing an instant reaction. Hot wet juices flowed from me, saturating the string of my thong and soaking right into my jeans. "Oooh, you're a bad boy," I whispered into his ear, pulling his head close to mine. He threw me a confident smile and resumed rubbing me, this time harder, with his now erect cock.I could hear the sound of his heartbeat as it flowed through the veins in his neck, sending me into a sexual frenzy. I no longer had any control. The demon within had finally won and completely took over.
With hands pawing at me from every direction... at my back, rubbing down my legs, caressing my hair ever so sensually, groping my butt... I was beyond turned on. I was hornier than hell. I slipped my left hand down and unbuttoned my pants, sliding them off and kicking them across the floor. The rest of my clothes were taken off by the hungry hands that excitedly ripped at them from all sides. There I stood, in the middle of the dance floor, naked as the day I was born. With an extremely large crowd gathered around me, no one would be the wiser. I giggled out loud, amused by all my little followers who stimulated my nipples with probing fingers from every direction. So this is what it felt like to have an orgy, I thought, but Mmmmmm... was all that came out of my mouth.The Hawaiian gazed at my naked body with a hunger that matched my own and with a devilish smile he turned me around, inserting himself deep into me from behind. Hot liquids began gushing out of me in waves as he rode me to the beat of the music. A warm tongue greeted my clit, another my left nipple, then my right and I came again and again as more and more people joined in on the action. Lips kissed up my arms. Mouths sucked on each finger. Hands fondled my breast while others explored every inch of the rest of my body. Someone was even on the floor licking at my toes. Tongues found my mouth and I let each and every one of them enter with warm welcome, suckling theirs in return.
With all of the stimulation I could ever want, my climax grew, releasing its little mini waves along the way, until the mother of all orgasms released her load, practically drowning the poor sap on the floor, who hungrily lapped up every last drop. A loud demonic moan escaped my lips and I bent down, grabbing hold of the poor bastard in front of me and passionately bit into his neck. He didn't even seem to mind as I drank from him. I sucked his blood while the stud behind me continued thrusting his hard cock in and out of my grateful vagina, causing me to climax once again and drop the man at my lips to the floor. Blood ran down my face and instead of scaring everyone away, many of them ran up to lick it off my cheeks, my chin and my lips.When it was finally time to head home, before the sun came up, this erotic group of people, whom I just had the best night of my life with, had dressed me and completely cleaned me up. As I walked past the guard at the door I gave him a seductive little smile. He winked at me and I thought to myself "I'll have you next time, big boy."
Now, I lay here in my bed, scared and shaking. Although I didn't kill anyone last night, thank god, I still was not me. Oh I was there alright, but it felt like being trapped inside someone else's body. I was being violated and no matter how much I screamed, no one could hear my cries. There was no escape."Mmmmm.... but that was so good," said the Demon in my head. I never thought I would ever say this, but I have to agree, I enjoyed every last drop and that's what scares me the most.
Sincerely,
Aroused
To be continued.....
(To start at the beginning of the story, see my blog for previous entries)
